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Chapter 36
Ares was staring at his hand, or more precisely, visualizing
the object he wished were in his hand. "Ahh Xena, Xena, Xena,
what would you give to have the Scepter of Helios?" He pondered
aloud. His laugh was deep, and evil, stemming from his rotted
soul.
"Funny you should ask," came from beside him.
Ares lurched forward and spun around. "How did you .
. ."
"I have many skills
" Xena nearly giggled as
she stepped up onto his alter. "So let's talk a deal, shall
we?"
Ares was dumbfounded. By Xena's question, the God of War quickly
realized that his Warrior Princess believed he was in possession
of the scepter. How delicious! Perhaps this day wasn't a total
loss after all.
"Other than me joining you and leading your armies, what
else do you want?" Xena sat in his chair, pretended to clean
her nails with her breast dagger.
Ares smiled slowly, reveling in his newfound position of power.
"Hmmm
" He pondered that thought a moment. "No
leading armies? No hop in the sack for old times sake? No, I didn't
think so
" He laughed when Xena vehemently began shaking
her head. "I don't suppose sicking the Furies on you again
would work?" Still, Xena shook her head. "Should have
known that was out of the question too." The War God wrinkled
his brow as he thought some more. "I know," Ares bellowed,
a single finger pointed to the sky, "let me get Discord back,
and see what she would do with you."
Before Xena could react, he snapped his fingers, and a very
angry Discord appeared. Ares held up a palm to her reddening face
before she could start screaming at him.
"Discord, nice of you to join us. Xena and I were just
discussing a deal, and I was wondering what ideas you could supply
us with?"
Discord's confusion was evident in her narrowed stare. "What
deal?" She stalked away, as far as she could, from Ares.
"Xena wants to 'borrow' the Scepter of Helios."
Ares walked confidently to the middle of his throne room floor.
And I've been offered something in return. Now she's already flat
refused to be my Warrior Princess again, plus a few other things.
Frankly, I'm all out of ideas
"
"He means he's all out of evil tricks to pull on Gabrielle
and me," Xena chimed in, smiling for Ares' benefit.
His face lit up with smugness. "Oh that isn't quite true,
but I'll save those for some other time. No, for that little trinket,
I need something of value from you, Xena, something you cherish
deeply." He flashed her a saber-toothed tiger like grin.
"So, Xena wants this." Discord made the scepter
appear and held it up for them both to see. The Goddess of Retribution
already had a twisted idea spiraling through her sick head, and
before either of them could do or say anything, Discord's eyes
lit up neon purple. A column of lilac light flew from the almond-shaped
orbs and headed straight toward Xena.
Ares stared in disbelief at the empty chair where Xena had
been seated a split second before. The God of War whirled around
on the goddess and demanded, "What did you do?"
"Oh, I think you're going to like this one, dear Ares."
She looked at the scepter and in an instant it was gone. "Ta
ta," she said and evaporated. When it was over, Ares stood
there alone, rage boiling through his godly veins.
* * *
"She's been gone an awfully long time," Dari said,
scanning from her spot by the fire, over it, and back at Gabrielle.
She hadn't spoken the last word when something fell from the rocky
ceiling and onto her pillow sack. She jumped and looked down at
the object, her eyes rounding out. Then she looked up at Gabrielle.
"Is that what I think it is?"
"Yeah, and what a price I paid for it." Xena stated
calmly, only her words were exiting through the lips of her Bard,
Gabrielle.
* * *
Dari was pacing circles around the cave. "But I don't
understand, why would Ares just give us the scepter?"
It was Gabrielle's body shaking her head, but it was Xena
who spoke. "It wasn't him, it was Discord. It was obvious
that she was angry with Ares. I guess this was her way of getting
back at him." Xena shook her newly acquired blonde hair.
"But she doesn't know how wrong she is. This will only infuriate
him more." She stood, not quite used to Gabrielle's height,
or lack thereof.
"And what about stuffing the two of you into the same
body?" Dari watched her; not quite believing Xena's self
was in there with Gabrielle's. "I thought you said that Ares
never liked to pull the same trick twice? Are you sure you're
not playing with my head?" It looked and talked like Gabrielle,
but there was a slight change, an air about her now, more haughty
than Gabrielle could ever muster willingly.
"We have the scepter, let's just think about that. I'll
figure out what to do about this
problem, afterwards."
Ares shimmered into the cave, with Discord in tow, literally.
He had her by the back of the neck, holding her an easy 15 inches
above the ground. "Undo it!" He thundered, and dropped
her.
Discord nearly crumpled to the dirty cave floor before catching
herself by using her Goddess powers. She stood herself upright
on a cloud of air as she tidied up her clothing. Then she huffed
and wiggled her hand at Gabrielle. Suddenly Xena began to slowly
form from Gabrielle's flesh, until only Xena's body stood where
Gabrielle's had a few moments earlier. "There! Are you happy
now?" She sidestepped Ares before he could grab her again
and popped from sight.
"Well, at least she put you back to normal." Ares
gazed at Xena, then took a glance at Dari. Oh those plans he had
for her
He nearly sighed. Instead he vanished as quickly
as he had appeared.
Dari ran over to Xena and hugged her, then stepped back and
cleared her throat realizing what she'd done. "Sorry."
She expected a whack, but instead, Xena smiled at her. "Glad
to have you back." Dari mumbled and went to the far side
of the fire.
"Well, almost
" Gabrielle's kindness and sweet
disposition still could be heard even though it was now being
spoken with Xena's voice.
Chapter 37
At the break of dawn, Xena was up and down at the lake. She
figured she'd get an early bath without waking Dari, or hopefully
Gabrielle. The sun was warm on her shoulders as she ran her hands
over her body, going through the morning ritual of cleansing herself.
She shivered a bit at the early morning cold and her nipples rose.
She glanced around and then ran her hands over them, feeling a
momentary surge of pleasure course through her chest and down
her abdomen. The fire she'd just created crept down her thighs
and settled into her feet, burning the soles. 'Well that was a
new experience,' she mused. 'It's been far too long . . .' she
didn't continue with that line of thought.
She laid back and let the water be her bed as she floated. It
was too early, Dari wouldn't be up for a while, and most times
Gabrielle, even in her own body, couldn't be awakened if you danced
on her head. Xena closed her eyes and leaned her head back further
into the water, a strong chin to the early morning dawn, and smiled.
It was a fine morning, and would be an even finer day. She had
begun to appreciate the never-ending lightning that had, evidently,
been a constant presence since Dari's arrival. And this time of
aloneness was just what she needed to un-kink her tired body and
mind.
Her hands seemed to have a will of their own as they roamed over
her body like never before. She arched a brow during her reverie,
You're just spooked, that's all, Xena, she told herself. Share
the same body with another being and you think the whole world's
watching you bathe. Well, technically not bathing, she'd already
been over her skin twice, cleaning it
This time it was a more pleasurable touch, a touch she gave
herself only when completely alone, and in dire need of it because
she couldn't muster enough bravado to bring forth her feelings
for Gabrielle, and share those intimate touches with her.
Xena finally stood in the waist high water and thought she caught
a glimpse of the reflection of her best friend in the ripples.
She froze, not wanting to disturb the glassy image. The warrior
didn't care if it was only a hallucination. "I've wondered
for so long what it would be like to touch you . . ."
Xena cupped her own cheek, stroking soft lips with her thumb.
She could swear she saw green eyes pleading with her to continue
the exploration; Xena was unsure as to whether the need was the
Bard's or her own.
Strong fingers stroked a slender neck, stopping momentarily
to feel the quickening pulse. Xena ran the back of her hand over
taut nipples, almost audibly moaning. She had to stop . . .this
was crazy, but even as she reasoned with herself a hand slid down
a sculptured stomach until it reached the warm, soft, safe place
that Xena had been dreaming of. Her body shuddered as familiar
fingers explored velvet folds. A ripple of desire ebbed through
Xena, unlike any she'd ever known.
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inevitable, but it was impossible. Her hunger for friction
grew unbearable; the more she succumbed to this need, the
worse it grew. Xena could no longer withstand the delicious
torture; her body arched back, involuntarily; spasms began
to pulsate from her very core, each one more intense than
the last, until with one final soul-searing climax, Xena called
out in a throaty groan . . . Gaabbrriieeeellllleee
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Her mind drifted off on its own as she began
to float on the lake's surface, oblivious to her surroundings,
to the water, to the sun as it rose higher, even to the world.
In her cosmos of pleasure there was only Gabrielle.
"Good morning, Xena," whispered Gabrielle in Xena's
mind. It was as if their lips had brushed and Xena jerked upright,
opening her eyes. She fully expected to see Gabrielle standing
there, but then everything came rushing back to her and she flushed.
Gabrielle was inside her, inside her body
inside her mind.
Had she been awake the whole time? Xena wondered and the flush
grew hotter. Thank the stars she couldn't see our face.
"Morning, Gabrielle." She felt her tone was a bit
too stiff so she forced herself to relax. Like we've never seen
each other naked, Xena berated herself. And we both know what
the other does sometimes when alone. A woman does have her needs.
I'll be adult about it if she should ask, she finally concluded.
Gabrielle had already decided she wouldn't put Xena on the
spot and bring up what she'd just experienced inside Xena's body.
She didn't know if she even could explain it, or if she would
want to. She thought it had been a dream, a wonderful dream. But
now, sensing Xena's reaction to her unexpected awakening, she
wasn't sure. "The lake is freezing, how can you stand it?"
"Thick warrior skin." Xena laughed and knew Gabrielle
laughed with her. It wasn't so bad, having Gabrielle inside her.
It was kind of nice actually
warm and comforting. At least
no harm will come to her while she's in me.
She sighed and started out of the water. Ok, so she hadn't
seen or heard anything, Xena realized, and felt a huge burden
roll off her shoulders. She must have arrived afterward, or she
would have said something about it. Gabrielle was the inquiring
kind, and most things didn't go unmentioned by her Bard.
* * *
"I don't know how she does it." Gabrielle said.
She had been less than her normal talkative self. Her mind was
still spinning.
Dari was on the shore watching Xena in the water, but knew
it was Gabrielle that spoke from her. "It's easy once you
get the hang of it." Dari replied, still only getting it
right half of the time when she guessed about who was talking
to her.
When Gabrielle had arisen that morning, she was still rather
disoriented from the previous night. The shock of being in Xena's
body was overwhelming. One second she was talking with Dari by
the fire; the next she was reborn.
All she remembered was a feeling of emergence . . . awakening.
When she opened her eyes, she knew her view of the world had changed.
Perhaps it was instinctual, but Gabrielle's senses were heightened.
She was seeing the world through someone else's eyes, literally.
And then the experience with Xena, in the lake . . .
"Will you two pipe down before you scare the fish away?"
Xena didn't let on how awkward it was, at that moment, having
Gabrielle inside her. What if she did know her thoughts, her wants,
and her needs? Son of a Bacchae, she never considered that part
of it. For the few minutes she was inside Gabrielle she never
attempted to read the bard's mind, but Gabrielle had been in her
all night, there was no telling what kind of poking around she'd
done. Xena would never ask, not if Gabrielle didn't bring up the
subject. She already knew Gabrielle could "sense" things
through her: consciousness, hunger, but how deep did that connection
go? Could she think through her as well?
As Xena contemplated the possibility, she went to change her
footing in the water. Her right foot came down upon the edge of
a flint rock embedded in the lake bottom. As the flint pierced
the sole of Xena's foot, two voices let out a howl of pain. Internally,
Gabrielle grabbed her right foot, as Xena began to limp to the
water's edge.
"Are you all right?" Dari asked, casting a concerned
look at Xena or Gabrielle, whoever. "OK, what just happened?
Am I hearing things or did both of you scream?"
"I cut my foot on the lake bottom and Gabrielle felt
the same pain." Xena waited for some kind of affirmation.
It was strange, in the years of traveling with Gabrielle, all
Xena had to do was glance into those limpid, green pools to know
whether her, and her Bard, were in agreement. But now, the cool
reserve that had taken Xena a lifetime to perfect was putting
a wall between her and the woman that meant more to her than life
itself.
Sharing one body . . . and Gabrielle was farther out of reach
from Xena than she had ever been.
Gabrielle, momentarily blinded by the pain she felt, sensed
the confusion and hurt in Xena. "Let me see." Xena sat
on a boulder, placing her consciousness into a semi-meditative
state to allow Gabrielle control so she could examine her, correction,
their foot. "It's a slight cut, not too deep."
Gabrielle reached past Dari to a patch of herbs growing under
the tree she was leaning up against moments ago. While turning
back, Gabrielle pulled some moss loose from a long fallen branch.
She took a clean piece of cloth from her bag, placed the herbs
on the moss, and wrapped the poultice around Xena's foot with
the cloth. "This will stop the bleeding and prevent any blood
poisoning." She explained to Dari when she saw the questioning
look the cop was giving her.
"Where did you learn to do that?" Dari asked, fascinated
by Gabrielle's fast action and expertise.
"I'm not completely sure," was Gabrielle's reply,
but both she and Xena knew that wasn't quite true.
Chapter 38
Aphrodite smiled euphorically at the turn of events. This
whole Xena in Gabrielle, Gabrielle in Xena fiasco was turning
out to be anything but.
"Perhaps this is just the incentive they needed."
The Goddess of Love practically giggled with glee. "Maybe
I won't turn Discord into a snake-haired Gorgon after all. But
then again..."
* * *
Dari plopped down on the grass. She could get used to the
peaceful life if she had to. But she didn't want to. Something
inside told her, urged her to find her way back home. After all,
her mission here was nearly complete. That thought stunned her.
What mission? she wondered. Now there was a new word for her.
Maybe it was all this time she was spending with Gabs and Xena.
I'm starting to think like them, she mused. That had to be it.
If she did possess any inside knowledge as to why she was here,
she sure wished it had come to her sooner.
Xena glanced back at Dari, recalling what had happened the
last time they were at the lake, what Alti had done. "You
ok back there?"
"Yeah fine, just thinking. How's the foot?"
"Much better, thanks to the quick thinking of my friend
in here." Xena tapped the side of her head with the flat
side of the knife blade she was using to clean the fish with;
just then her cheek began to tingle, as if it had been gently
stroked.
Please don't let Gabrielle be able to think my thoughts, Xena
desperately hoped.
Gabrielle read her warrior's plea as clearly as she could
her own. If she were in her body, a smile would have spread across
her soft face. When Xena had been inside her for those few minutes
before Discord interchanged them, she wasn't able to read much
from the experience. But now, she was Xena . . . her thoughts,
her mind, her feelings, her dreams
. and her desires.
Finally, all her questions had been answered, all her doubts
laid to rest; with just one thought, her hopes and dreams had
come true. But there was that nagging feeling, actually it was
a nagging fact . . . Xena was scared, so scared of admitting it
to Gabrielle that she decided to hide it away, lock it in the
far recesses of her mind where she could pull it out now and again
and savor it, then store it back in its hiding place so no one
was the wiser. Gabrielle intended to bring that desire out into
the light. She had confirmation now, she knew how Xena felt, knew
what Xena wanted. All she had to do was get Xena to freely admit
it.
Chapter 39
"Goody, Goody, Goody." Aphrodite could no longer
contain her joy. "Like, it's about time." Gabrielle
finally knew what was in Xena's heart of hearts.
"I guess I have to give the 'Princess of Punk' her due."
Even though it wasn't intentional, Discord did help. "Wouldn't
she turn the most putrid shade of puce if she knew she had a hand
in bringing those two even closer together?" Dite' laughed
at the idea.
Just then a hand gently laid itself atop the Goddess of Love's
bare shoulder. "Care to share?" was the Warrior Princess's
inquiry, upon seeing Dite' nearly beside herself out in the woods
by the lake.
"Hi there, Xena; or should I say, Gabs? Guess I'm busted."
Aphrodite shrugged. "I knew it would happen sooner or later.
I've had a heck of a time honing in on you guys. Seems that perpetual
lightning display up there" she snubbed a petite nose skyward,
"has my God senses all screwy."
"And just why were you looking for us?"
"Had to make sure my plan was working, didn't I?"
Dite' acted as if Xena's question was utterly ridiculous. She
turned back toward the lake as if she was about to do a fade-out,
but Xena grabbed her arm and pressed on. "What plan, Aphrodite?"
"Mortals, you're so slow on the uptake." Dites'
curls bounced as she shook her head. "Have a seat, Sweetie,
and I'll explain . . .what I can." Xena found herself being
coaxed into sitting on a tree stump. Suddenly, Aphrodite knocked
soundly on the top of Xena's head. "Gabs, you with us?"
"Hey!!" Xena sounding more like Gabrielle, bellowed.
"We're both here. Now what's going on?"
The lace-clad goddess, one arm across her waist, the other
draped across her chest, began to pace. She stopped where she
had begun, both hands on her hips. "Now don't blow your top,
either of you." She began to pace again.
Xena was not liking the sound of this; whatever this turned
out to be.
And so Dite' commenced with her tale . . .
After spinning her yarn, Aphrodite blew a heavy breath. Then
she waited.
"So let me see if I got this. You zapped Dari out of
her time, sent her here on some mission, which you refuse to tell
us about, and then in order to keep us off your PINK POWDER-PUFFED
TRAIL, YOU INVADE DARI'S DREAMS, and FINALLY HER WAKING HOURS,
WITH VISIONS OF ALTI! Have I got that right, APHRODITE?!"
Xena now stood, her eyes two pale sapphire beams cutting the Goddess
of Love into puppy-sized bits.
"Yeah, that about says it all."
"Gods, they never cease to amaze me," Gabrielle
stated out loud; Xena was too angry to speak any further. Xena/Gabrielle
began to walk back to the cave where Dari was waiting, but Aphrodite
wasn't quite finished with the Warrior and her Bard.
Chapter 40
Dari spotted Gabrielle/Xena squatting near the water's edge and
went to her. "Hey." She knelt down beside her. "I
thought you were coming right back to the cave after you visited
the little girl's bush? I was getting worried."
Azure eyes moved from the still water of the lake to Dari.
She shook her dark head. "Lost in thought
" She
sighed and tried to smile for her next words
"Today's
the day," she said slowly and deeply.
"What do ya mean?" Dari was hesitant at asking.
"I mean, that you can go home."
"Home?"
"Home."
The shock was too much; Dari stood there openly gaping, tears
forming in her eyes, spilling down onto her leather jacket. There
should be questions to ask, but none formed in her mind. It didn't
matter. None of it mattered. She was going home . . . to Sondra.
Xena explained what was about to happen, the hows and such.
And the reality of the word began to sink in . . . HOME. Dari
sat beside her friend(s) and pulled on her arm so she'd join her.
She smiled and brushed a black strand of hair across that high,
noble forehead. And even though the outer appearance looked like
Xena, Dari saw Gabrielle.
"I wish we'd had more time together, if that makes things
any better."
"You could do a lot of good here, Dari, if you remained
with us." She made one last attempt to persuade Dari.
"And have Xena throttle me eventually." She laughed.
Xena shook her head slowly. "No, that wouldn't happen.
You two are a lot alike, the same values, the same needs, the
same bumbling bard hanging on your every word
"
Dari looked lovingly at her. "That's not true, don't
say that, Gabrielle. You're more to her than that, and to me.
Traveling with you, and with Xena, I've learned so much, learned
more patience, more from you than anyone. So don't cut yourself
short, ok?"
"Then stay, Dari, for me, and for
Xena."
Dari smiled sadly and caressed the warrior's check with a
nervous hand. "I can't. Please don't make this harder. I
have a life to return to."
"I know. It was selfish of me to ask. It's just, Xena's
been, oh I don't know, different with you here, more settled,
less afraid to leave me to my own devices. I know I've proven
myself to her, as a fighter, even as a warrior to fight by her
side, but there's that feeling in the back of her mind that she
still needs to protect me. I guess it's the same for me as well."
They shared the morning for a while without further words.
There were a couple of swans out on the lake, and they took great
joy in watching them, unnoticed.
As the minutes wore on, Dari knew her final goodbye had to
come. "Listen, Gabrielle, if this works, what's to stop you
and Xena from coming to my world at some future time?"
Xena was shaking her head. "Can you see the two of us
in your world, Dari? I can't. No, we belong here."
"And I belong there
"
Again she shook her head. "No, I don't think you do.
Remember, everything has its purpose. There was a reason you came
to us."
"To get you and Xena together; at least Aphrodite thought
it would." A smile lit Dari's eyes, but didn't quite make
it to her lips, not knowing how they would react to her insight.
"What?!"
"I had the strangest thought suddenly pop into my head
the other day." Dari looked into confused eyes. "I had
the realization that my mission here was almost complete."
She waited for the meaning of the words to be absorbed. "At
first I thought it was just the influence of traveling with the
two of you. But then I
knew that wasn't it. Don't ask me
how I knew. I haven't got the foggiest. I just knew that I was
sent, or brought here, as a guide, to lead you both down the path
toward one other. And when you informed me of what Aphrodite had
told you; that was the last piece of the puzzle."
"I don't believe this."
"Believe it. The Goddess of Love takes no prisoners."
Dari's smile finally reached her mouth, and it was worth the wait.
Xena returned it. "Well, the two of us sure got together
a lot more than anyone expected." She gestured to her body
and laughed. "Maybe you did lead us to a path, and maybe
we would have eventually reached it ourselves, even without Aphrodite's
meddling." The last part of the sentence was spoken a little
louder in case of prying Olympian ears. "I just can't seem
to let you go." She put her hand over Dari's, blue eyes cradling
even bluer ones.
Dari lifted a hand to her cheek and leaned foreword. The warrior's
eyebrows rose and her eyes rounded. The lids dropped slowly though
as Dari drew closer and she let Dari's lips brush hers gently.
Dari leaned in again and the kiss lingered the second time, her
lips a soft, coaxing caress, conveying her need for deeper exploration.
Upon reaching that deeper connection, they were both flooded with
each other's memories, past, present, and future, all intertwined.
They broke apart harshly, visibly shaken, and slightly unsteady.
"What the hell was that?" Dari asked, but somewhere
in her mind, and more importantly, in her soul, she already knew.
Xena knew as well; she had felt the same blinding flash before.
"The mother of peace," she whispered under her breath.
"There you two are!" Suddenly, from behind them
came the real Gabrielle's voice, and following it, was the bard's
body. Dari, already stunned, was nearly catatonic at the sudden
appearance of Gabrielle. To confirm that she wasn't hallucinating,
Dari glanced from the real Gabrielle to Xena still sitting beside
her.
Xena lifted a brow and with a secret smile she stood, extending
her hand down to Dari and hoisting her up. Apparently Xena was
much more resilient when it came to a past life experience than
Dari. Perhaps it was because it wasn't a past life experience
for Xena, but a future life one instead.
"Gabby? You got your body back!" Dari's surprise
was evident in her face. Dari embraced Gabrielle, but she avoided
Xena's gaze the entire way back to camp.
"Yes, after Aphrodite explained what she'd done, she
decided it would be best to undue Discord's handiwork; if she
wanted to stay on Xena's good side, that is. Didn't Xena tell
you?"
"I figured it would be better if you surprised her."
Dari worked up a smile and whispered, "Surprise,"
so just Xena heard her.
* * *
"So it was you asking me to stay?"
"Yeah. I'm not good with words." Xena let the sound
of her voice hang in the air. Then taking a seat, she glanced
up at Dari. "But the meaning was true. Your calling is here,
with us. If you find things to be different when you return, would
you consider coming back?"
Dari glanced at her. "Maybe
one day." Dari
moved closer and stooped over. Smiling, she kissed Xena softly
on the lips. "I won't forget you," she whispered against
her mouth and drew back at last.
Xena just sat there, staring off in the distance. Finally,
when she knew Dari was expecting something of her
she said,
"That's good enough for me. Now, go to Gabrielle."
"You stay here." Dari smiled at her and turned to
leave.
"Oh, hey thanks for the jacket Dari," Xena called
at her back. "Guess I'd better get used to wearing it
"
They shared a common knowledge, and a smile.
* * *
"What are you doing?" Gabrielle asked as Dari was
peering deeply into her eyes. They walked side by side along an
old rutted path through the woods behind Aphrodite's Temple.
"Oh just makin' sure
" She grinned and took
Gabrielle's hand. "How do you feel without all that extra
body to lug around?"
"Lighter." Gabrielle joined her in a laugh. "I
miss being that close to her though." She instinctively wrapped
her arms around her own waist. "And the warmth."
"Sounds like you learned a few things
" Dari
hoped.
"Yeah. I did." Gabrielle coyly agreed, taking a
sideways glance at Dari when she wasn't looking. If I kiss her,
I'll know for sure, she thought to herself. Will she let me kiss
her? Would she want to kiss me?
Dari knew the goodbyes had to come. She saw a formation of
rocks and decided she'd do it there. She led Gabrielle towards
the pile and sat beside her when they reached it. She took a deep
breath and started. "I've already been through the ringer
of guilt with Xena about my leaving, and I guess there'll be no
less with you."
"I don't want you to feel guilty, Dari
You have to
go; I think I understand that and am more accepting now than I
was at first. At least now we know Aphrodite was the one who brought
you here, and not 'Fate.'"
Dari disagreed. "Well I think 'Fate' had a part in it.
After all, what drew the Goddess of Love to me?"
Gabrielle nodded. "I guess
"
"If you get the chance, would you come visit me?"
"In a New York minute!" Gabrielle whooped.
They laughed, and while Gabrielle had her chance, she took
it and pulled Dari's head to her own, "You treat that Sondra
right or there'll be heck to pay, Ms. Redmond," she whispered,
tears clearly audible in her words.
Dari kissed her. It wasn't at all like it had been kissing
Xena; there was no flash of lifetimes displayed for them, no unsettling
jolt that tore them apart. It was warm; it was comforting; it
was right.
* * *
Aphrodite could clearly see them from her vantage point and
decided to leave them be. A little kiss wasn't going to hurt anyone,
she decided. "What's one kiss?" She hugged herself in
pleasure. Besides, it was so cute.
In another room of the temple, Xena watched them from a heart
shaped window, teary-eyed. These tears weren't of pain, or loss,
they were of love. She loved the person that was Dari as much
as she could love herself. And she loved Gabrielle, more than
she could love anyone in the world. She just hoped her Bard could
let go once Dari was gone
And even though it wasn't the present-lifetime Xena that Gabrielle
was kissing like that, it was still ok, because it was her, a
future her.
* * *
Dari had to apply a little force in pulling herself away from
the kiss, and she smiled gently as she watched the bliss appear
on Gabrielle's face, waiting for her eyes to open. "Now do
that to Xena and you'll have no worries, my Friend." The
smile widened and finally Gabrielle opened her eyes, but dipped
her head down so Dari couldn't see the blush lighting up her face,
or the desire clouding her eyes.
Every cell, every pore in her body was on fire. Gabrielle
needed distance. Needed to be away from such close proximity to
Dari to get her bearings back. She stood on shaky legs and moved
away from her. "We'd better get back before Xena starts to
worry."
Dari frowned. "She knows we're saying goodbye." Dari
didn't move closer, sensing Gabrielle's need for space.
"Just the same, we should get back." She didn't
wait for Dari to agree. She heard Dari following behind and quickened
her pace a bit to put even more distance between them. She came
up short when they reached the temple and she saw Xena looking
at her from the window. Had she seen? she wondered. Of course
she had. Xena misses nothing.
Gabrielle bowed her head and averted her gaze, striding directly
into the temple to search out Aphrodite. The faster they got Dari
back to the future, the quicker her up heaved life could return
to order.
Dari saw Xena, too, and smiled sadly. And when she entered
the temple a few minutes after Gabrielle, Xena was there, taking
her arm and leading her in the opposite direction Gabrielle had
gone.
"Sorry, I guess I shouldn't have went and kissed her
"
Dari tried to apologize.
"It's ok, I'm not freaked about it
Gabrielle however
"The
worry was evident on Xena's face, in her stance, gleaming from
her eyes. "I think she's really fallen in love with you."
Dari's color paled even more than normal. She swallowed hard.
"But you said
"
"I know, and normally she gets over it. But this time,
I'm not so sure."
Chapter 41
Dari was there with them one moment, and the next she was
gone in a blaze of color and light. Aphrodite clapped her well-manicured
hands with excitement. "Well, that was easier than I thought
it would be." She turned triumphant eyes toward Xena and
Gabrielle, bouncing the Scepter of Helios in one hand. "Much
simpler than the first time." Dite' looked up at the still
lingering lightning. "Now if I can just figure out what to
do about that." The Goddess pursed her lips together. "That's
gonna cause problems, I can just feel it." She shrugged a
bare shoulder. "Oh well, tomorrow is another day."
Gabrielle stared at the spot where Dari had been standing
for a long minute then turned and went back to the temple. Aphrodite's
excitement didn't rub off on her apparently. Xena watched her
go, clearly saddened herself at Gabrielle's pain, and Dari's departure.
"Oh, come on!" Aphrodite whined. "I finally
made good on my blunder! And this is the thanks I get?" With
that and a final dainty snort, the Goddess of Love poofed out
of sight in a billowy cloud of candy-cotton colored smoke.
Xena just shook her head and followed in Gabrielle's wake.
She had to do something for her Bard, but what? Maybe she should
tell Gabrielle what she learned when she and Dari kissed. Oh yeah,
that's brilliant, Xena. Send her right on over the edge, why don't
you? Well she didn't have to tell her about the kissing part;
just that Dari and Xena were the same person . . . or at least
the same soul.
But would that make it any easier on her? she wondered. She
didn't think so. Gabrielle had fallen for Dari. Knowing Dari was
Xena reincarnated wasn't going help, at least not right now.
* * *
Ares sat with one leg slung over an arm of his throne. He
never got what he wanted, at least not when it came to Xena or
anyone connected with Xena. The pouting God of War bounced a fireball
off one of his throne room walls. But if the Warrior Princess
thought this was over . . .
* * *
"Stop worrying Xena," Gabrielle said, not looking
at her companion. "I'll be fine. I just need some time to
get used to her being gone." She hated lying to Xena, and
she wished she didn't have to, but she knew she must or Xena wouldn't
let it go. And she couldn't stand the thought of her best friend
feeling helpless to her pain. She could blind a Cyclops, kill
giants, even go through Hell and back, but there was nothing Xena
could do to fix things this time.
End

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