The sun rises each day
But its bright rays can never light the darkness of my soul
I feel so lost
So left behind
So empty
Why?
Because you are hers
Here for me when I need you but taken
Not taken by me
In the silence and peace of my mind
You are there
I close my eyes and relax
Letting my mind escape from the depression that has become my life
Lying in deep concentration as thoughts of you flood my mind
I give into this fantasy of thoughts and for a brief period we are reality

I can smell you as if you are real
I can touch your skin as if you are real
I can feel your touch as if you are real
I can taste you as if you are real

So into my new found reality
My body is just as fooled
Hands that are uncontrollable make their way down my body
To discover the effect you have on me
You sit beside me watching
My face reveals expressions of pleasure from my wondering hands
I have to bite my lip to keep from moaning too loudly
My body quivers and jerks uncontrollably
False reality becomes my salvation
The saving grace of escape
And as always
You were there for me
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