I was thinking of you today
I do that often
because I’m afraid
I don’t want 
this memory to be erased.

I remember everything
from the curve of your lips
to the scent your perfume emits
It scares me
that you could be gone one day
without knowing how much
our time has meant

I remember every detail
How we met
when I fell
All the happiness I felt
All the nights next to you I slept
all the times alone I wept
all the secrets I kept
all the days because of me 
we never met


 
 
 

All the things I wanted to say
When I finally saw you face to face
But then 
Who am I to think
That I am someone 
With whom 
You’d have spare time to waste
To think
I wanted to believe 
Your loving me would be fate
Instead of today 
Maybe on tomorrow I’ll wait

And as always
I begin to pray
To God or someone one 
That could help me 
With what I most need to say
But I’m at a loss 
Of exactly what those words would be
You know I love you
But, I don’t think you love me 

I was thinking of you today
I do that often 
because I’m afraid

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